Hold on tight, its my roller coaster ride you're on.

so, idek what i should do anymore,
b'cuz i've got a big ego, it changes evrythng on her mind,
she's never thought abt all the best nights we've had, all the great days together,
on her mind, she sees me w a huge ego, thats it.
EGO AKU TINGGI SBB TERLALU SAYANG WEH.

you'll never know how it feels.
its okay, hopefully, if i ever fall in love again,
it has to be w someone who can accept my big ego and take it as an appreciation for how big my love is t'wards herself.
 i hope God listens to my prayers.
I cant keep crying inside



...can't believe you did what you did just now.
as if you were giving up, YOU NEVER EVEN TRIED.
YOU PUSHED ME AWAY, to another guy... that easily en ?
HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU???

Dear atqh,
STOP PUSHING ME AWAY, YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME.
that's the only reason you always get jealous.



"NO MATTER WHAT, LOVING HER WONT GIVE YOU ANYTHING BUT PAIN" - Jen



Hi, stopped writing for quite awhile there kan?
Well, i'm back on blogger, so...

Everything's pretty different now to be honest,
the only thing thta's same is that I'm still in love with atqh, and as always
she's happy with another girl.
We've made so many promises, what I realize is...
the promises aren't kept.
I don't know ... I've always felt that I've been waiting for something that's
never gonna happen. 
...and i'm not even sure if its worth it or not.





So, hey .


Maybe all this while, I was really afraid to lose you.
because, you were the first to make me feel love. real love.
but, you made me feel the way you didn't feel for me.
I know that I don't want to be leaving....
there was this dream,
It was beautiful. I swear...
The most beautiful part of it, was that you were mine. Finally.
And on the other hand, I was yours.
c':
Love,
if I decide to leave again,
tell me and remind me that keeping you and staying is all for the best.










NAMPAK SANGAT YOU'RE HAPPY WITHOUT ME c': 

"Its never too long to fall in love, but its shit hard to fall out of love. Its never too late they say, they're absolutely wrong cuz' if you don't decide you'll lose her. Its not wrong to take your time, but don't take too long, she'll be gone. I guess, you're lucky, I'm still here, I'll never be gone.

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